I, An Offering Onto Myself?
This attitude of insisting on divine initiation invariably leads to the life-ordeal technically called the Alga-junction. We said something about the ordeal above, which we will now explain further. Anti-Masquerade, through her numberless agents are in the world for one purpose and one purpose only, namely to subdue us and enlist us as suppliers of blood. These are haunting ordeals. We need to join something, someone, or powers to be able to triumph over these agents. We know this intuitively.
The young man or woman growing up had already been misled into believing that what he/she needed and was missing was union with God or religion. This is false. The key to overcoming the haunting ordeals that anti-Masquerade and her agents try to foist on us is in the events defined by “I, an offering onto myself”. This encapsulates the ordeal that heralds the revelation of "I Am My God".
The ordeals, which herald the dawn of the "I am my God" consciousness, come as spiritual crises in one’s life. Nothing in life works during the period; this is coupled with phobia of sorts and angst. I talk from experience. This involves mental turmoil or "migraine of the soul". These propel one to experiment with virtually everything that could help. I tried everything; by that I mean really everything that civilization offered; they include meditations (transcendental and others), rituals of all sorts, spiritualism, mysticism, Tarot, rune, and other forms of magic, etc. One thing that I did NOT experiment with was a mind-expanding drug.
I surrendered to different God and masters at different times to no avail. The ordeals continued years long for the reasons that I was only to find out later. The cumulative consequence of it all can only be summed up as a period in “hell”.
The only choices left was to either commit suicide, or experiment with the traditional “primitive” methods of solving ordeals of the nature. I came to the gravest discovery of all during the consequent attempts that Africa in particular, and the religious world in general are under the dominion of demons, spiritually, politically, and otherwise! Then the revelation or inspiration came that the only God that can put an end to the ordeals, in the life of any individual was “myself”. “I am” was being sacrificed onto “myself” (or vice visa). “Myself” is what “I am” had been seeking in the forms of God, masters, and religions. I have been offering “I am” to “myself” all along, believing that the God was separate from me. I had been tricked by the priesthood and agents of anti-Masquerade. I came to terms with myself and peace with the world when I undertook to put into practice, that "myself" was the God that "I am" sought in different religions and faiths. (This is very technicall; we explain the underlining laws and principles in details in our eSchool and during lectures of Universal-COWNIC.)
My African traditional heritage was the least place to expect the basis of belief that made sense out of my life. Everything that was important to me fell into place and proper perspective, when the “Truth” dawned on me that “I am my God”. A realization followed from this conclusion that I was alone. The next thing that occured to me, was that a prophet has a STAFF or ROD, Thur (of the Norse tradition) had HAMMER, someone whose name I shall not write had SPEAR , and so on. I was later to realize the power in the statement that, "Oboiro has LiveAxe".
You can receive one liveAxe from me for your Psychic Self-Defence. You could put it on your key holder, in your wallet, or on a chain as a pendant. (If interested, send your request to oboiro@hargaalga.com). The true and only reliable companion for me from thenceforward was Ebo as represented in the LiveAxe. You ought to imbibe this attitude as well.
I have researched into Homotheism’s different aspects that I hope to reveal in proper context. This includes the belief among ethnographers and others that the African believes in an “absentee God”. Why are the traditional rulers of Africans “Divine Kings”? Why did nobody define a metaphysically rational movement, which include the justification to seeking salvation? Every form of “African Traditional Religion” is bereft of this idea. Hence, their theologians offer no formula or preparation for salvation. Rather they prepare for death by planning elaborate burial rituals for reasons explained elsewhere. Why have indigenous Africans no messengers of God? Why do they believe in phantoms and vexatious ancestors among other spirits? One can systematise the resolution of these issues according to the epistemology inherent in Homotheism.
My investigations along those lines led to a most startling discovery and the conclusion based on it. This is a startling conclusion for me to realize that religious people the world over, believe not in a plethora of gods on earth, but in one God, the recipient of every sacrifice (no matter how designated or defined). My decision was to renounce “affiliations with the ways of idolaters, and every object of worship and sacrifices”. This is the ladder of my escaping from hell.
I did not formulate the doctrine in as many words at first. The people around me accused me often and always that I did not believe in God. The half-baked intellectuals among them would accuse me of being an atheist. This infuriated me and diverted me to argue unsuccessfully the difference between my position and atheism. I know now that those attempts were doomed to be futile. The reason is simple; no one was listening to my arguments. They benefited from the fact that I was angry. It took me several years to reach the conclusion that the agents or members of the priesthood of anti-Masquerade (RO) could not be converted, redeemed, or excluded. One avenue alone was left for me, to fight and die gallantly, or to fight and triumph. Surrender was out of the question. This led me to the solution to the fundamental existential problem often formulated as, “Who am I”.
Life is therefore a continuous battle. The final battle for every mortal marks the threshold leading out of this universe. One creates in the process of the numberless battles before reaching this phase, weapons, and entities. We call these Ebo in my mother tongue.
Examples of Ebo include the LiveAxe of the Oboiro, staff or rod of the prophet, Thur's hammer (of the Norse tradition), the spear of someone whose name I shall not write, and so on. Other examples include the “Ark of the covenant”, the KAABA, magicians’ wands, the wax images that Alexander the Great dug around Alexandra to protect it, and on which he relied to win his wars. (E. A. Wallis Budge) Ebo can include amulets, talismans, voodoo dolls, juju, etc. Psychic Self-defence without Ebo is impossible; hence the Oboiro has LiveAxe.
The human person could also become an Ebo. The roles of Ebo include the roles that angels fulfil for God, chiefs and slaves fulfil for “divine kings”; war cabinets in conjunction with armed forces, and parliament fulfil the same roll in secular Governments.
No one ever succeeded in doing this before, probably because it takes a person qualified (in the host community) as revealers of mysteries to do this; the system in which Homotheism is the defining epistemology produces Oboiro (revealers of mysteries). The priesthood that served as informants to ethnographers and tourists on one hand conspired to exclude the concept of Oboiro from the racial memory or ethos on the other hand. They could not reveal this to anyone for at least two reasons, namely
(i) they are under oaths of initiations into their mysteries, not to divulge these sorts of secrets to the uninitiated, outsider, or “foreigner”.
(ii) The “Truth in the light of Homotheism” would devastate their businesses; they profit from the fears, agony, and tribulations that drive people to them for spiritual help and treatment of mental (witchcraft related) problems.
Their clients are the majority of the population; they include those seeking perpetually, escape, or protection from vexatious spirits and the like. The condition of their lives individually and in the traditional community is one long ordeal. This is the ordeal without spiritual benefits (in contrast to the natural ordeal of divine initiation).
I found that I started considering some special insights that followed from the experience without prompting from anyone. These include insight into “ultimate causes” such as of history (of individuals, Nations, and Races). The problem of our race was of special interest to me. I fear for example that the race was under the rule of atavistic evil and demons, which I discovered later to be obeah, episteme, RO, etc. The race might be forced to go through the sort of ordeal as we go through individually! Other corollary problems pondered include these:
(i) Why are members of our race successful in everyway in every aspect of human endeavour and in every part of the world, except in those territories under the administration of members of the black race?
(ii) Why do ceaseless strife and turmoil characterise the history of Africa?
(iii) What could the solutions to these be in the short run and in the end?
(iv) Where lies the origins of, and end to the burden of cultism (pervasiveness of secret societies), ritual murder, cannibalism, voodoo, demonology, etc.?
The tentative suggestion is that the history of the world reflects the state of the deviation of the psyche from Homotheism.
The history of turmoil in Africa and Europe among other places of the Religion of the Book flows from the insatiable passion of God or anti-Masquerade! She is a constant in the whole world of blood letting.
Every African bears Ebo as amulets, rings, or related objects in their pockets, dwellings, or around their physical bodies for protection against the God and her agents.
It is very vital that you appretiate the idiom of “I, and offering onto myself”. It is not the case that I am standing “here”, and worship something over there. The mystery of “I, an offering onto myself” is an extension of the secret in "I am my God". This mystery tends to confound many who simply listen without understanding. They ponder thus, if the personality is one in Homotheism, how can “I am” be an offering onto “myself”? The statement suggests that, “I am” and “myself” are separate and distinct.
The subject who exists, and the object that he believes in as God, are one in Homotheism; they are inseparable. Common practice of the priesthood is to put this unity asunder with initiation rituals and their theology. Hence, the illusion that "I am" is separate from "my God". Their primitive/modern victim, who does not understand, separates "I am" and "my God" in his/her mind. He/she may further dissect the body into parts; he/she enumerates them as correspond to the different parts of the physical body. He/she may construct altars or shrines for each of them. Either a vital faculty is absent in these persons or it is malfunctioning. These persons do not comprehend the deviation from the normal or ideal in their behaviours.
They cannot explain the fundamental structure of their behaviours nor the powers compelling them to do what they do and in the specific ways. These are the mysteries of the workings of their minds and souls. The student of Homotheism comprehends these laws and structures. We need to explain these to humanity so that we can change what we must in ourselves to be fulfilled in life. We need to understand so that we can influence the world, leaving it better than we met it.
The experience of the man at his dying moments should throw some light on the possible consequences awaiting those who do not attain redemption before they enter the throe of death. He suffered what medical doctors call cerebral haematoma; he was a male patient. Record shows that, "He was semi-conscious, and struggles with unknown forces. His wives brought charm to rub on him and he died a few hours later."
This above is a classic example of an occultist, oro, or cult person who dedicated his life to the worship of God as anti-Masquerade. The “unknown forces” to the medical doctors are the "Lords, Ladies, municipalities and powers of the valleys of the shadows of death". These are struggling with “someone” in him, or for his “something” that does not belong to the oro. That whatever refers to mind-divineself, the organizing life-principal that survives the disintegration of the physical composite body. The person would have continued in his otherness, (i.e. transfigured into next universe) had he not surrendered to an external God, and subjected himself to ritual initiations. He is an example of a casualty of the priesthood.
Alternative, he was experiencing the curse he shared with the cult members or caste; he might not have been cursed personally. Members of cults succeed often times in blocking consequences of curses in the short run; this could be life-long until the moment of the throes of death. In either case, he shall continue to exist in a nightmarish consciousness for a long time after “crossing over”. He shall rest in hell until the execution of the dead. You are warned — register in our e-School now (Or with Universal-COWNIC) and access the Masters keys for salvation. (www.salvationway.net) Get one “LiveAxe” for your Psychic Self-Defence from the same website.
I have attempted to make things easier to comprehend without compromising the truth of Homotheism. I coined the term “mind-divineself”, “central organizing attribute” or “central organizing life-principal”, etc. to communicate that elusive aspect of live body that came into existence at conception. It thus existed before it was born, is integral to him/her while alive, and which shall continue to exist after the disintegration of the physical composed body. It neither came to this world neither should it depart for heaven or anywhere else after the disintegration of the composite human body.
The terms that we coined refer to something that is otherwise not easily definable in a human language, though most persons are aware of its existence. It is the answer to the general existential question, “Who am I”, or “What am I”. The question often asked of us is this, “What is it about the human person as conceived of in Homotheism that exists simultaneously in a multiverse. We teach, as displayed above, that the aspect exists before the birth of the physical body into this world, is linked to the body while alive, and shall survive the demise of the physical body (disintegration of the body as we know it).
Living Dead Or Being Dead A Life
The careful student of Homotheism (or inclusive topics as Egyptology, “primitive religions”, “pre-logical attitudes”, atavistic guiding attitudes, or animism for examples) is always feeling that something was missing or ambiguous when trying to identify this “thing” that we now call mind-divineself, central organizing life-principal, etc. We are concerned with the mind-divineself in Homotheism as when a person asks the oracle or soothsayer, “am I dead”. To the western mind, such a question would be a stupid question, because were the person dead, he/she would not have been in the position to pose the question. You will know better soon enough.
This mind-divineself might become “separated” from the person while the person is unaware; the person in that circumstance would be a walking corpse. He/she would become confused, uncoordinated and will die eventually if the connection is not re-established. The aeroplane in flight could serve as analogy of this relationship. The single engine of the plane has dropped off or stalled, so that the aircraft is just gliding. It does not drop the instant that it loses its engine. It however will eventually drop from the sky. The person is thinking about this relationship, when he/she asks the oracle whether he/she was dead. A person who does not take this inner meaning of existence into account will seek God, true self, and new religions in vain, because he/she would never attain peace of mind or salvation.
One can only keep track of the relationship with the mind-divineself or “central organizing life-principal” with the faculty of divination. The survival of the person who is the structure depends on this.
“The lives of us in Africa are poor and devoid of hope. Why? Is it that we are daft as a race? Could it be that no one ever tries to better our lot? If they tried, why did they always fail? The answers are in the roles of the priesthood, anti-Masquerade, Ancestors, The Song, rites and rituals, souls, obeah, hhuabolt, and Ebo among others.
That answer needs to be explained now. More concisely, the reason for our backwardness is due to the conspiracy of the leadership against those ruled. The rulers live by impunity while deceiving those ruled to live by the RO. The tyrants preach that those ruled should be patient; they should surrender to the will of God (by which they mean anti-Masquerade), that whatever their lot, God has preordained it so. The masses are thus kept in a sort of graves. They, the tyrants play the role of God as the ikor of the masses, so that they as gods, and not some God in heaven or anywhere else is determining the lives of the people. They are to blame for all our woes. Educating the populace about this conspiracy is the task of everyone with integrity.
Living under spiritual and political tyranny will lead us as a Race nowhere as illustrated in the analogy of the tractor driver. The tractor driver puts his vehicle on the highway. The highway is not wide enough for faster vehicles to overtake him. Consequently, everyone is forced to reduce capabilities of his or her vehicle to that of the tractor. Our leaders or ruling class or elite have “no sense that is above the foolish” as one quoted above put it. This description fits them alone whom ethnographers meet and interview. Not the rest who are in the majority that have no access to the information media.
Those trapped behind and under the tyranny had hitherto migrated and found other nations to realize their dreams and ambitions. The tyrants deceive people into believing that being ambitious was evil. Love of material wealth was evil. Yet, we all see the affluence of the lives of the ministers and chief priests. Their lives are the opposites of what they recommend to the followers that they have trodden down and walled in. They go beyond just preaching and talking, persuading people to accept poverty and niggardly frugality as a way of life. They indulge in all sorts of witchery, and diabolism to guarantee their safety in spite of roguery, violence, debauchery, and tyranny. Their success in this regard has been described as a mystery. It is no mystery to those of our mindset of Homotheism.
The apparent mysterious powers are rooted in witchcraft, sorcery, and outright deceit. These can and will be taken care of by and through Ebo. Ebo have been contributing to their success more by omission than by commission. The sorcerers, witch doctors, and chief priests who are the agents of act through the religion for the oppressed, namely the RO that is based on worship of their bodies (the tyrants’). “What shall the Archbishop do when the people shall find out that God is dead?” queried Friedrich Nietzsche in "THUS SPOKE SARATHUSTRA". The tyrants shall no longer continue to succeed in holding the whole Race to ransom. They had relied on poisoning the relationship of mind-divineself of the masses right from conception. Antidote is being applied right now having been perfected over the centuries.
We had been the victims so far. Does this have to remain? They foisted a war on us, namely the war of attrition. They perpetrate the war at many fronts; their medium is Religion in the form of RO. Their officers comprise of priests, wizards, witchdoctors, sorcerers, fetish priests, and every other type of priests among others. They are in unholy alliance between and among themselves against every member of our people in every household. They hold each person in a way that the victims must pay them ransoms in the form of sacrifices and offerings. The relationship between them and us is a zero sum, their gain is our loss like a war between day and night; we are the day who wish for practical material progress and the bettering of the lot of our Race in this world; they are the night bent on eclipsing us. They most fail.
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